This will be a quick 'drive by'.
I had the weekend to myself, my groom went to Starkville, MS to do some side work. I paced myself, I did a few things around the house, I rested, I watched television.
I really am becoming aware each day of how much I CAN do- and, not concentrating on what I can't do. I have so much guilt. I'm really trying to get past it- well, get THROUGH it, let's say.
When the Neuro Psychologist told me that I was clinically depressed, I thought- No way! Not me! I have my moments, but NO. She suggested I see a Psychiatrist. One who specializes in people with 'Chronic Illnesses'. No, I'm not going to do that. I don't think I need to. It's a high co-pay for each visit, if they want to put me on MORE meds, I will scream.
This will be my 'therapy' for the time being. Getting it OUT- and getting OVER it- that's all that needs to be done. And, this is free.
Getting it out is always good.
ReplyDeleteAs is time spent with people. :)
No matter what is going on.... remember and be comforted by the fact that God knows. He knows that this is happening. He knows that you struggle, He loves you very much and is walking through this with you every step of the way. His strength is perfect in the weakness you experience. He will carry you through.
ReplyDelete( and I'm with you... i wouldn't go see them either)