Is a freaking joke. I am so angry & frustrated right now I could scream. But, I won't. Because I don't.
I don't understand non pro-active people. I just don't get it. I know, everyone is different, but DAMN!
I have surrounded myself and given birth to non pro-active people. Lead by example, Lisa, lead by example- I'm so freaking sick of repeating that to myself.
I can't even pinpoint where the anger is coming from, but it's here and it's not going away. I've prayed, I've gone outside to enjoy the beauty of nature- I've started drinking mimosa's.
Mood swings? Maybe so. And, I'm here to profess there is NO happy pill for that.
Am I miserable with myself, therefore projecting ??? Who the EFF knows. And, probably spot on.
I just know I had to get this out.
I feel like just running away from it all- but how would I do that? I'm 'needy' now. Freakin' A.
Just because it might be a mood swing doesn't mean the anger and frustration isn't justified.
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